My most recent read is a book of poetry by LeRoi Jones called The Dead Lecturer. It's poignant and a bit bitter, which always cheers me up because it adds some substantial flavor to my day. (Interesting note: The author changed his name several times, and is now officially known as Amiri Baraka.)
His poetic themes are powerfully controversial and include the huge topics of religion, race, philosophy, roots, and hatred.
It turns out that after 9-11, Baraka wrote a scathing and politically controversial poem about the attacks, which won him the award of Poet Laureate of New Jersey. The NJ Governor tried to strip the title from Baraka, but had no authority, so after new legislation was passed the following year, the title was officially removed. Baraka filed for legal action but was told that state officials were immune from such lawsuits, so his case was dropped, and the Supreme Court refused to hear an appeal. That would make me livid! I'll bet he has some good poems about that experience.
So, in the spirit of passion that LeRoi Jones was already exhibiting in his earlier work and under an earlier name, I present my favorite poem from this book, "The dance." It totally gives me the chills! (The good kind, like the kind that you get when you glimpse your true potential for a split-second.)
The dance.
(held up for me by
an older man. He told me how. Showed
me. Not steps, but the fix
of muscle. A position
for myself: to move.
Duncan
told of dance. His poems
full of what we called
so long for you to be. A
dance. And all his words
ran out of it. That there
was some bright elegance
the sad meat of the body
made. Some gesture, that
if we became, for one blank moment,
would turn us
into creatures of rhythm.
I want to be sung. I want
all of my bones and meat hummed
against the thick floating
winter sky. I want myself
as dance. As what I am
given love, or time, or space
to feel myself.
The time of thought. The space
of actual movement. (Where they
have taken up the sea, and
keep me against my will.) I said, also,
love, being older or younger
than your world. I am given
to lying, love, call you out
now, given to feeling things
I alone create.
And let me once, create
myself. And let you, whoever
sits now breathing on my words
create a self of your own. One
that will love me.
"A (wo)man should hear a little music, read a little poetry, and see a fine picture every day of (her)his life in order that worldly cares may not obliterate the sense of beautiful God has implanted in the human soul."- Goethe
Friday, January 7, 2011
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Little Burrito
While my sis and her little family were in town for the holidays, we tag-teamed her burrito to get a picture of him smiling. It takes a lot of work, let me tell you: one person to hold him, one to entertain him with the apparently-hilarious garbage bag dance, and one person to (wo)man the camera. Now we can prove to the world that he isn't always The Royal Screaming Burrito, but that he actually has a smile and a giggle. I think we got some pretty sweet shots:
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Festivities and Future Traditions
The Baxter family stepped away from the traditional ho-hums and re-addressed a tradition they had years ago. Instead of decorating gingerbread houses, they used to make candy trains. How fun, right? Here are some pictures of the variation on a theme that I came up with, complete with aerial view:
We really had a lot of fun doing this and hope this tradition carries on next year. (At least in our branch of the family, even if the whole Baxter clan doesn't want to make these next year.) Since Kirk and I aren't huge sweets fans, we gave our train to little Miss K., who we thought might enjoy all that candy a little more than we would.
Friday, December 24, 2010
Angel Lily
My sweet cousin lost her 14-month-old baby earlier this month after an 8-month fight with leukemia, and Kirk and I weren't able to attend the out-of-state funeral. We felt so bad, especially because we know how hard it is to lose someone dear around the holidays. So, I drew this picture of my cousin, Keri, and her daughter, Lily, from a photo she posted on her blog, and sent it with my family.
It's been a bittersweet experience, and I can't even imagine what it would be like to lose a child, but their little family has been so brave! I'm glad Lily isn't suffering anymore, and I'm sad that everyone who misses her will have to take on a different kind of suffering.
This holiday season, I'm thankful for my family and will squeeze them a little tighter.
It's been a bittersweet experience, and I can't even imagine what it would be like to lose a child, but their little family has been so brave! I'm glad Lily isn't suffering anymore, and I'm sad that everyone who misses her will have to take on a different kind of suffering.
This holiday season, I'm thankful for my family and will squeeze them a little tighter.
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Latest Project
This is the big fatty project I've been working on for the last week and a half: a photo album for Spencer, who just celebrated his big one-six. The best part of the book is the last page, which includes happy birthday wishes from everybody in our family--even the ones not living around here.
The following are a few highlights:
The following are a few highlights:
Monday, November 15, 2010
San Diego Zoo
Our awesome relatives took us to the San Diego Zoo last weekend, and I always make sure to bring a sketchbook along with me whenever I go to the zoo. Surprisingly, the animals were pretty active, which was enjoyable as well as an artistic challenge. I usually only had time for a 10-30 second sketch per animal, and thought I'd share some of my favorites with you:
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Gift Tag-o-rama
I got the fantastic opportunity earlier this week to teach a group of ladies and girls how to make this set of 9 coordinating gift tags: 3 large, 3 medium, and 3 small.
I wanted to make the color scheme a bit different from the traditional, and I've been seeing a lot of holiday color schemes with purple in them, so I thought I'd give it a try.
Jenni helped me assemble all of the kits and I couldn't have done it without her help. Now...on to the next project!
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